in the mist of the rain i find that i am drowning in the tears of my own pain
pain that could have been avoided,
pain that could have been joy…
pain that could have past…
but yet the pain lingers,
yet the pain creates a flood that sweeps my soul away… a
way i hope to a better place…
because my soul cannot tread water any more
I feel that my soul will drown in the rivers of despair
as i take my last breath and sink to the bottom of my eternal resting place.